Your Near Immortal Beard

You are old and winter is here.
You can feel it in your bones--
the future surrounding you, streaming
from battlements of drift around the yard.

I watch you watching snow and wonder,
are you willing to surrender?--willing
to go to the place where all go, where
I'll go, but not, I think, go willingly.
Now and then, when you grow quiet,
I feel that you have lost me.

I watch you in the morning, scraping,
scraping at your near immortal beard,
and think, how easily you fit your life,
never use a saucer, never lose
the butter from the knife.

I watch you at the window and wonder
what you wonder when you watch
the snowbirds burning into wing.

Are you thinking how the snow
gathers before our eyes and keeps on falling
all night, unseen, surrounding the trees in rings?
Are you thinking how it gathers on this hill,
and over the next hill, and shines
like light in space forever?

I watch you watching snow and wonder,
does it fill you up with water? Do you feel
yourself begin to flow away?

I watch you don another sweater
and stoke the stove, poke the logs
and deftly lay the fire right.
I wonder if you're thinking how the snow
sifts down like resin from the bow
when you play the Blauedonauwalz.

I watch you watching snow
as it thickens into blizzard, sticks,
melts and slithers down the glass.
I watch you at the window and wonder
what you wonder when you cool a leather cheek
against the weather-beaten sash.

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